The "New" Normal

I just can't quite get used to Army life. Hubby has only been full time for just under a year now, and already I feel like we live completely separate lives. Fortunately our children adapt well to change, and know they are loved even when things are not normal in our household these days. I am counting the days until Hubby returns for good. I'm not sure I will be able to let go when I am finally able to wrap my arms around him once more. The boys are already making plans too, but they don't realize how long a year can really be. My heart breaks for Hubby too, after all he is the one torn from his family, torn from everything he knows, and has to keep doing his job knowing that he's missing so much at home. Such a strong soul he is. I just hope I can be as strong as he is in the coming months, for myself, for the children, and to help support him on his mission. Where ever you are, Hubby, just know that you are in our thoughts and prayers, and we can't wait for you to return to us!